struggle

I struggle to understand how to live rightly before God and yet remain sane. How do you endure? Everything in me feels like it is tightening up, so I take a deep breath and I move forward. I do what He has called me to. I grab hold of the rope and pull as hard as I can, to win the struggle. Yet, I feel weak. I feel alone. I feel discouraged. I feel burdened. I wish there were a way out of having to endure, but there is not. So "I am pressing on".