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So I started to realize last night that I am sick...and it kinda sucks since I have to work the next three days. I hate being sick, but at least it is just a sore throat and ..well the suckiest part, feeling light headed and at least it is TUESDAY! I love Tuesdays...because I love CNC. :) I have to be at work in an hour, I am excited because it is raining! I hope I get put on register, it would not be a good idea for me to make drinks when I am sick...well maybe, I am pretty good at not getting others sick..and it's not like I would literally spit in their cup..but whatever. I am also excited that tomorrow is Wednesday and I get to go help out Paula with wed. night church! We will be going through the Psalms and I think it is going to be very good for the students. Fall Retreat is in a month, AH! I can't believe next month is October! YEY! You know what that means? I am getting closer to being able to go off to school! I can't wait to go to Chicago...the city is amazing.. and I get to go start classes on my birthday week...interesting. I hope people are there to celebrate with me..like Trevor and Shannon! :D :D ..um. OH, one thing God has been teaching me lately is this ...The more I get to know about God and grow in a relationship with Him, the more I will experience life to it's fullest... ! I won't experience life to it's fullest by obeying God..though thats part of it..I won't experience life to it's fullest by getting out of my comfort zone, and I won't experience life to it's fullest if I become perfect, if I can never mess up, never sin (unrealistic, "like chasing wind")...but I reach life's fullest the more I grow in my relationship with God. :)



so pray that i won't be sick anymore...its a real downer