complaint

i am really confused who to talk to, mainly because no one answers their phone...technology is suppose to make it easier to connect with people but it just seems to make people more busy, making them not have enough time for each other. i am having a hard time dealing at home, with all the annoyance and burdens..i feel like a big complaint that cant be rid of. i just want to scream, everything is annoying me. ppl at home, ppl at work, ppl that arent around to listen to me complain---no one likes to do that... and so ill complain on here. i dont know what it is about complaining, but for some reason it makes me feel better, and so i use to do it constantly..like a drug. but ive had to teach myself to stop, and sometimes that results in me stuffing my feelings. i just wish life made sense, i wish ppl would stop telling me what i already know and teach me something worth learning, i wish i were at school instead of working, i wish ppl at work wouldnt complain about stupid things, its hard enough trying not to complain myself..i wish i wasnt a hypocrit a lot of the time, i wish ppl would take some interest in me, to actually care about me..