gah!

I am so excited for Moody--my only problem is is that I think I am so focused on just getting to Moody that I will not make my time last before getting there. I should really set goals to get done...
#1. I need to get a new job. --in process, if i get hired at starbucks, goodbye cub hello coffee!
#2. Read the entire bible.
#3. Mentor a student.
#4. Find joy in difficult situations: like WORK...


I had the most horrible week at work. All I could think about is how much I hate working there, even when I tried to be positive I was stuck in this negative place..every time I had some hope of being positive I would get the most crabbiest customer that would just drive me to insanity---I just about cried every day at work--seriously. And I have not been crying lately, so that says something. I really think I need a new job, or maybe I need to just figure out how to be joyful in the places I do not want to be. Gahh, I really need support through this. I can not explain what a difficult time I am having at work--it is driving me insane and I am not sure why...but it is. And I know that every time I am there I want to scream, cry, and throw things...gah I need help